So it's come to this... I guess I'm a blogger now. My brain tends towards hyperactivity and the only thing that'll settle it down is getting the random thoughts out.
What is this blog for? Who knows? I'm just going to unleash my stream of consciousness and see what shows up on screen.
Background information for you. Experienced hired thug (doorman) drags ass back into school, graduates, and gets a job in the oilsands. Marries his longtime gf and breaks up with her one year later (we're amicable and we still chat about stuff).
I'd been separated for a few months and re-entered the dating world a few months after that. Being that I am a bit of an introvert, I joined an online dating site. The first woman I met was smart, beautiful, and charming. She worked up here most of the time and had a house in another city for when she had time off. We shared many interests and got along really well in all of the most important ways. What she failed to share with me was the fact that her personal life was royally screwed up. I will not put details up here in order to protect the guilty (and the innocent), but our happy whatever-the-heck-it-was came crashing down suddenly one evening and she moved back to her home town the next day. I hope she is settling into her life and is making the right decisions to put her life in order, but I am not in contact with her.
I met a couple more women on that site until I met K. We chatted online and talked on the phone for a few weeks and we really hit it off. I was not looking for a distance thing, but we had a real rapport. Although we lived in separate towns, we decided that we had to meet in real life. Everything went really well and we've seen each other every weekend since then.
I realize that life will intrude and there are weekends where we will be unable to meet up. This weekend is the first of those singleton weekends for us. I'm interested to see how it plays out for me. I'm used to being around K on the weekends. She brightens the world up and puts a big smile on my face. I expect I won't be so smiley this weekend. I'll keep you posted...
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